as for me, i just lost my mom 2 weeks ago, its not please me as i just call her 30 minutes before she went to sleep forever, my dad told me my mom dont look to healty for 2 days, so i ask her, and she just said she's fine just a bit hard to breathe and will go see the doctor after sleeping for 2 hour but she never wake up, i was totally depress for a whole week till my nephew force me to go see a mental health doctor, he said i need to let it go and do thing she would like me to do (maybe he just want me to move)..
I think and i think, and suddenly i remember how my mom like to help me build a vespa back in 2010 (in case u forget, my previous red excel 150, and all the $10 paint vespa is our doing) i still remember how she was struggle to put the engine bolt to the frame while i hold the engine with my hands and feet, it was a great moment to remember and i can still see her smile when its all done..
my mom once said the last time she cry was when my grandmother die, after that she didnt cry to make her mom proud, so i try to do the same and decide to start build a vespa like how we use to do together, while i am doing that i do it the Bitsa ways by cutting a frame of a excel 150 (a T5 pole wannabe) and hope it will be as clean as vader since i just sandpaper the whole engine
it still hasnt got a red paint yet beside the white primer but i can already see the soul in it, and if u ask me how my feeling now, u can see my grin smile in ur heart
so please show me some appreciation and smile or even laugh hard on the vespa it was build from all the leftover parts i have
